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Friday, March 30, 2012
idk
Mufti day today. I actually have no idea what cause Bandage Bear Day is. It's finally not lonely on skype anymore, what with all the normos back from camp.
Eco was first which is fun as usual, but of course, we did not understand jack shit. Tish brought in hot cross buns omg, so tasty. Me and Carla bought banana chips we were gonna share but they looked really pathetic next to Tish's stuff so yeah, it's still in my bag. Hindmarsh spent $3000 on a bike for his wife. Three. Thousand. Dollars.
LOL ENGLISH OMG. I cannot express my shock. Freaking, oh god, I saw the number, but I didn't think it was my mark so I was like, Ms Motherwell, where's my mark? And she points to the it and I'm like ... fucking dreaming oh god, FIFTEEN! I need to treasure this. It'll never happen ever again.
Chem was just, god. Six of the exact same ppoints, it was torture. But then Sukanya entertained us in the end with her graphic depictions of 69 LOLOLOLOL. I love her.
Legal last was terrible, with that irritating social science sub who's in love with her own voice. My eyes were twitching, I kept falling asleep.
After school was so fun! Went to Strathfield for the first time in ages omg, I really miss it. Ate dinner at Saigon Bowl with Nayomi and Christine, we took so long deciding what we wanted, the wait-staff kept dirtying us. So much fun, I swear we just irritated the entire restaurant with our loud voices, and omg got so full, could not stand up to pay the bill.
Then we just sat outside of Matrix for half an hour till everyone got out. Train'd it back to Penno and caught up with Michelle, since she took me home. Omg I've missed her so much :(
Enchanted was just on dlkjfslkfoidpoeo I adore that movie, I was just waltzing around on my own again.
Tired. Should sleep early tonight.
8:10 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2012
whoa oh
The day had a very depressing start, kudos to maths, omg. My mouth dropped when I saw my marks. What's more depressing was Marshall's pride in my marks, meaning he expected lower, which is really sad. Five of us agreed that if our yearly mark was not above 75%, we'd drop extension.
Chem was just, idek I'm still finishing this stupid ppoint and it's so ugly and it's going to be soooo boring listening to everyone present the exact same thing ffs.
Free was so much fun! Since physics assessment just ended last period, thus ALL assessments were over, me, Anika, Jess, Ravie and Tanya just sat on the oval, massively bitching and sort of dnm'ing which was lots of fun omg, can't wait till our next free. That's next term actually, where I'll need to study, so :( Ravie was playing with what she thought was a leaf, but it was actually a grasshopper or something which was hilarious. Then Dorie came so naturally, our topics became pretty sexual LOL.
English is just, god. I think we wrote another few pages. I really don't like the play. I'm hoping the short stories unit will be good, because I liked the two books except for Marcovaldo.
I ate so much food after school, like ice-cream and crackers and this rice cake thing >> Haven't even eaten dinner yet. Sigh, it's mufti tomorrow. Again. I'm just going to waste money at the cake stall (Y)
7:04 PM
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
I knew it. I should've expected this from you.
11:32 PM
look what you've done
Holidays are so close, except I'm already slack as hell, so cbf with maths and permutations. I still don't know what they technically are.
Kay so yesterday, I don't remember, except that Anika was away and me and Carla are failures at eco. Seriously, it's just Pat doing work. Building strength was quite the boring. OH and I tried this butterfly eye make up for Audrey's, which turned out alright, so I'm excited to do it again.
Anyway, eco was first again today which was lots of fun. Ugh, it's always one book among the four of us, cause we're so cbf to lug it around, and omg I swear we never get work done ever ever ever ever EVER. Of course, Carla was quite distracted thinking about someone's chest ;)
Maths was such a relief to have Marshall back, except we're two lessons behind now aslkjfsldkhfs. Omg, laughed so much, I wish I remember what we were laughing at.
English is just, god, I think me and Anika write about 4 pages on average each lesson while everyone is just typing away, IT'S SO HORRIBLE.
Hip hop was fun, the routine's really coming together! But god, I was so hot for like, 20 minutes after omg. Left school for my free and got my butterfly wings (Y)
I'm so bored. My sister's on a camp to Kosciuszko, that poor thing.
I think I'll eat something now. And then watch Vampire Diaries. I have so much catching up to do these holidays.
4:05 PM
Monday, March 26, 2012
taciturn
Omg, so excited for Abi's, even though it's like, 6 months away but it sounds like so much fun omg! I'm still torn between 3 superheroines though so I don't know, I probably won't even bother making a costume in the end, but it's something to look forward to (Y)
Anyway, I have concluded the bad luck follows Carla, cause I got an empty bus and still made the train :)
BLEH English. We wrote two pages on fucken Hansel and Gretel, and the story itself is not even five pages omg. But me and Anika's hands have seriously become immune to the pain of writing. Also, I got my short story back. Disappointment.
Legal was just, oh god, this callous on my fourth finger is so gross.
LKDSJLKHFAKJHSK I hate Marshall, he left us with some asian sub who don't know how to speak duh English fuck's sakes omg so now I don't understand permutations. And I thought ext meant no probability :(
I love these current chem lessons, cause Gamble doesn't bother us so we can do our own presentation shit.
Got ice cream with Carla after school! But I felt so sick and fat after. Then I think I slept for about 3 hours.
Now I've actually got work to do. And it's all English, as per usual. I want to drop my extensions so badly, but that means I'd have to stick through legal for HSC. I should also start doing my half yearly notes :/
Okay fuck maths. I think I'll have an early night tonight.
8:29 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Joumana's + Jiani's
Yesterday was a really awesome day, such an awesome post-stress buster. And so exhausting, looks like I barely caught up on my sleep this weekend. Long ass post!
Okay so woke up super super early but I still somehow manage to end up rushing like crazy. Holy moly it was so ridiculously cold I wanted to die cause I was in shorts but thank god I brought some,leggings. Me and Carla and Michelle were just stumbling around in our painful shoes. Waited for everybody at Darling Harbour and then trekked it to Criniti's; this long line of hot girls (Y) OMG and this sky writer wrote 'Marry Me Jen' which was really sweet :)
Entree took so long to come in. I think I was just really really hungry, and the air smelt of chocolate so I was dying oh my goodness. It was not particularly impressive, and the mains were TERRIBLE like it was just salt galore. I drank more than I ate. But we just had fun in between meals, taking photos and everything. Oh and everyone looked amazin. I think the best part of the food were those amazing cherry tomatoes oh god, so orgasmic. Joumana's mother was so adorable when she was taking photos and Joumana just looked so beautiful :)
Trekked it to Town Hall with Christine, Carla, Jess, Jiani and Varsha in pain, tolerating mocking looks from the public LOL. We were so dehydrated omg, looking at anyone with liquids and the ride was so terrible, but I was entertained by Christine's open mouth LOL. The others bought some cheap singlets and table cloth for their togas. OMG Christine's was so fail it was so hilarious. Tanya joined us. And just like during formal, we delayed getting ready till the party was set to start in half an hour. Jess Liu and Renata came and we all frantically did hair and makeup but then so many guys came and none of us were even ready.
Yeah I swear no chicks turned up for half an hour, since they actually bothered but the guys just threw on a towel. Holy so many mosquitoes, I was so itchy for hours, but I think they eventually got full and the cold numbed me. It was so cold oh my god. There was mi goreng! And chicken wings and bread and dip and chips and I can't believe we thought it wasn't enough. Idek know what we did, just the end where we took ugly photos and burger flipped the guys, holy, Andrew's pecs. Then I just sat with Eric, Christine and Brandon all night. Omg Sid scared the shit out of us with his skeleton jacket omg D<
Oh lol, played the drinking game without drinks, both yeah, Brandon won lol. Freaking, disgusting Eric. Yeah, I don't know. Failed DNM. Froze. Cake was amazing. So tired on the way home, god. My hair is still wavy today :) but officially dead and dry and gross.
I had nothing to do today, so I found my American Beauty DVD and watched again. It's going to be a bit awkward studying in class I reckon :L Then I watched When Harry Met Sally. I love that film so much lasdfghjkl. And that's about it (Y)
Looooong post. I should start my legal assignment actually. Ah, had so much fun yesterday. Hopefully next Saturday is just as good.
5:35 PM
Friday, March 23, 2012
ebullient
I cannot express how relieved I am for the week's end oh my god, so happy I feel like I'm floating.
I felt so happy doing revision algebra in maths, because I could do it, and I have to bathe in that feeling, since we're doing some Year 12 shiet :(
LOL actually had a fun legal lesson for once cause Karnups and all the other social science teachers went to Camp Toukley. Sort of studied for eco, but we somehow got onto sexual topics and I was telling Elaine how Carla said girls come like guys and she's like 'what, through their TITS?' Holy lol, what a noob, so hilarious.
Me and Anika were so productive in our free attempting to memorise eco. She's such a fail, twice she said tsunami, and she pronounced it as 'tsu-ne-MY' and 'tsu-ma-ni'. So funny. So fucking funny omg. Then we went to 207 during lunch, and I miss PE with 10Q so much.
Final assessment was pretty bad, but idec because it's over I CAN SLEEP NOW.
Met up with Audrey and Pearl at Towers and bought all the jewellery for Jiani's, so I'm really excited! Omg, missed Audrey so much, it was good to finally talk to her.
Set for Joumana's, set for Jiani's. So ready to cool off from the past few weeks of stress. So I should probably sleep now. Prepared for more than eight hours sleep (Y)
8:30 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2012
tedium
Bleh, sleep deprivation is really getting to me. Freaking slept at 2am last night, doing maths and eco with Christine, oh my god. And then the maths assessment salkjfsdlkjslakjhl I swear I'm going to get 50% for the extension test.
Anyway, chem was so hilarious, when Gamble like, directed something she said at Christine and Christine was like 'WHAT?' in that really vulgar tone of hers and it was sooo funny, Gamble was so shocked AHAHAHAHA OMG THAT KILLED ME AND HERSCHELL.
Had Mr Burke for eco, so of course, I did nothing that lesson. I've still barely studied for eco, hooray. He had this gripper thing where he said he'd give whoever could close it $50 and I was sooo close :( He was telling us to use all our muscles and when Anika did that, I swear she was about to lose control of her bowel LOL.
Okay, I hate this. I miss Life of Pi. Death of a Salesman put me to sleep, it was so boring oh my goodness.
Lol, confessions on the bus HAHA. And oh my god, I nearly fainted when I saw Zhang with my old friend OH MY GOD I like, warned her and then I see this slkfjlskdjflskhnlkjhaskjdwaqdas.
Anyway, I think I have my toga thing for Jiani's. It's really weird, it's a dress with my mullet under but yeah, oh well. Have not studied eco. There's so many statistics, I don't know what to do :(
I need some sleep.
8:52 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
I fucken agree, Elaine.
10:57 PM
odysesu
Sigh, maths study is not going very well.
It was mufti today. I've started caring less and less about mufti, I've noticed. Like, I slept in 40 minutes and got dressed in 10 without much panic. Yeah maybe not.
English first and omg, refer to Jess' blog about the adorable interaction between Motherwell and Palgan LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA SO CUTE WHEN SHE SQUEEZED MOTHERWELL'S ASS I WANT A FRIENDSHIP LIKE THAT.
Maths was just me and Flo, being pretty unproductive. I swear, everytime I look up from my book, I make eye contact with Marshall.
OH me and Pat were being productive in eco for once, like I actually understand marginal and average propensity shit.
LOL chem. Idek. I swear I've lost around 10 marks around. IT WAS SO STUPID.
Anyway, I slept till like, 7 something and only done two maths papers and I should finish eco tonight omg okay I will finish eco tonight.
Fuck this shit, I actually want to sleep tonight.
10:04 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
what to do...
Horrible, horrible days.
Well, Fluffy was extremely adorable this morning 8) One minimally good part. That's about it.
Legal pretty much put me to sleep, but I tried to swallow Herschell's disgusting coffee and I guess it kept me conscious. I really hope this assessment task is not difficult omg.
English ext and me, Anika and Sylvia are an incredibly incompetent group. Legit, did nothing the entire lesson, so we paid for it later.
OMG ELAINE I'M GOING TO DIE FOR MATHS, I REALLY AM OMG HAVE NOT EVEN STUDIED WHAT IS THIS.
AHAHA in English, Motherwell was talking about how Arthur Miller was married to Marilyn Monroe and then stupid Anika was like "Who's Marilyn Monroe? The Queen?"
................
THE QUEEN LOL OH MY GOD what a noob. Then I had 'Diamonds are a Girl's Best Friend' in my head for the rest of the day.
So I did not start work till about 6, and me, Anika and Sylvia only just finished our groupwork after two hours. Now chem.
AND I LOST MY FUCKEN USB MY ECO SHIT IS ON THAT MY PRECIOUS OMG okay I'm going to go cry again.
9:46 PM
Monday, March 19, 2012
Fucking rage fucking cannot stand my life so fucking stressed so angry oh my god just leave me alone universe stop fucking spiting me like life is not bad enough.
10:30 PM
emotional contagion
Oh god, so tired today, but it was so worth it. Haven't had a fun skype call in a looong time. LOL just got educated by Brandon and Richard about a lot of dirty dirty stuff, and then got traumatised with scary shit, and failed to do eco but it was so much fun, stayed up till 2:30 till Christine left and I followed.
Actually made the train today! And then I got a chai which wasn't as nice as before. Such a waste of 4 dollars.
Attempted revision in chem which was just really slow and bad and I still haven't started studying for my assessment on Wednesday so I'm freaking out a bit.
I'm excited for our new English topic on sacrifice, except I wish we got to study Of Mice and Men, but this should still be interesting. But that crossing boundaries task thing was like, oh man. Shit, mine's due tomorrow. Sigh.
Legal studies is my nap time. Idek what we were watching, but this is such a pointless subject. I wish I took something else.
Maths last and I think I'm okay with regions actually. GOD gotta study for maths, TIS SO DIFFICULT.
Oh my god, I watched TVD, and it was so vague and kind of unepic, I was like wtf I waited for a month for this, and it's going to go on another break again, what even.
I cannot wait for this week to end. The stress is eating at me and making me hungry. All. The. Fucking. Time.
7:11 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2012
wham
Third post today. This is so pathetic, but I rage quit maths and I can't do eco and I've already Youtubed enough and watched Pretty Woman, so I feel like doing some dedications. They're always negative...
1. I'd complain about a lot of things concerning you, but since you barely acknowledge me, it's pretty pointless. S'long as you know that.
2. I guess a lot of what we said in the end was bullshit. I mean, look at where we are now. But then again, it didn't come as much a big surprise to me.
3. You know, most of the time I think, I can actually rely on you more than most. But then I remember to think and realise that's the stupidest thing I could do.
4. I don't know how we can be friends when you seem to disgust me so much and so often.
5. I'm not sure what to do with you.
6. Yay, a positive one. We're not really alike, but we are at the same time and I'm really glad you're around if I need you.
10:54 PM
6:36 PM
take me away
My attempt at maths is failing miserably, so I shall take the time to recount last night which was GARBA.
Kay, so instead of spending the arvo doing some work, I played with my makeup for hours. And just, idek, and then I spent half an hour doing it properly before heading of to Kesh's. OMG the clothes were so pretty, mine was like, multi-coloured IT WAS SO PRETTY but the shirt was big so I had to pin it in and the skirt was too long so we had to roll that up as well. It was amazing, the eyeshadow actually showed up on me and Jina's monolids and everybody just looked so amazing.
It was so awks cause me, Carla and Jina left before the rest, and we didn't want to get out of the car cause we were asians among like, hundreds of curries, but we saw a gay white guy so it was all good. There were also actually lots of asians. Ugh, it was so gross going barefoot.
LOL the first few dances were just random circles where we just chimed with whoever started a new move and then it was the stick dance which failed spectacularly at first, but then it got really fun and fast. I swear it went on for like, 20 minutes, and I kept forgetting it was a live band.
Then we ate and the food wasn't that great. I had two samosas and my muffin top was threatening to make an appearance and it got really spicy. THERE WAS NO MEAT. God, I need to find some meat right now. Oh god, Nayomi was stalking this really ugly asian guy, HE WAS SO THE UNATTRACTIVE. But there were lots of hot curry guys (Y)
Then it was freestyle dancing! Except we didn't really know curry moves but they eventually played a few English songs and we just merged with Andy Chan's group. God I burned out after an hour, but Tanya and Nayomi... idek where they got that energy, it was ridiculous. Anyway, left at 11 and I was so beat, but I still stayed up till 3. And woke at noon (Y) And I've done no work. So I should probably go do that now.
Hint: Your quote. Spaces. No capitals.
2:57 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Ah, so excited for Garba tonight EHEHE except apparently, we can't wear shoes. Which is just, unacceptable because I despise feet so much. But Tanya will have a lovely time /reference to her feet fetish. I really hate that word as well. Feet, not fetish. I'll stop saying it now.
Anyway, I'll be leaving for Kesh's in an hour and I'm still figuring out the dilemma of make up. And doing my hair.
Okay so there was no reason for posting.
Mulan was on last night, I was laughing so much.
Okay gonna get ready now!
Get the fuck out of our lives before you tear them all apart.
3:42 PM
Friday, March 16, 2012
I want to live like this forever
Oh my god, forgot to post about yesterday's terribleness LOL. Stayed up with Christine till like, 1:30 attempting to do English, where I rewrote my bloody essay and recorded my quotes and omg.
Maths first. We have really interesting conversations that I always forget :(
LSKJLKDFS CHEM. But me and Christine found ways to entertain ourselves. Oh my god, I was tensing my stomach and she was just hitting it, but then she FUCKING PUNCHED THE LIFE OUT OF ME OH MY GOD.
Lol, my free was awful, I attempted to write my essay in 40 minutes, but it could not be done, so I stayed in during lunch with Tanya and Sandra to keep practising, MY POOR ARM. And we were a terrible bunch. Sandra's such a study freak and Tanya's such a noob and I'm in between. We're not very compatible. Or maybe we were..
As for the actual assessment, it was not so terrible, thankfully my whole practice essay was on understanding, but my entire right side ached by the end of it. AND I FINISHED! Really badly, but apparently a conclusion is important so, yeah (Y)
Got a red bean/jelly ice cream with Carla at Epping. I legit did nothing last night. Not even eco. I'm doomed.
OH MY GOD woke up at fucking 4:30am, absolutely dead. Idek how I managed it. Carla somehow did not get on the stupid bus and we had to run for the train at Parra. Found Anika at Granville and we got a bit lost at Flemington. Some guy wolf-whistled us, thank god me and Carla wore leggings, but Anika that noob wore shorts. When she's already got something going on up there.
Bleh it was quite boring, went to flower and grower's market and BANANA market, but me and Anika kept getting stuck at the back of the group, paranoid of being kidnapped. This forklift dropped something loudly about 2m away from us and Anika like, jumped and ran IT WAS SO HILARIOUS.
Had breakfast which was a burger. But I was starving. Then we got to go to Paddy's and look around and after two hours, decided to buy some stuff. OMG so much cheap Supre stuff lsdkjaklsdhals me, Flo and Herschel all got the same skirt LOL. Now I'm half set for Jiani's toga party (Y)
Trained to Parra by myself and bought 3 tops for $30! I actually don't know if that's cheap or not, but oh well.
I'm so glad it's the end of the week. Got so much to do, I'm so scared for the upcoming assessments. Gonna be fucking nocturnal again.
SO EXCITED FOR GARBA! I hope Anika's shirt don't swallow up my boobies.
Post ends now.
2:54 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
oh
So sleepy rn. I napped from 5 till 7, so I've not done English (Y)
Brb crying.
Okay so in eco, Hindmarsh did a very inaccurate interpretation of my exasperated face, contrary to what others might think. I do not look like that tyvm. Then we talked about frequent TV movies in maths (Y) OMG Anika chair-butt-sexed me in English. I'm sorry Jess, I never meant for it to happen. Hip hop and then me, Jess and Anika left during our free (Y)
I'm so stuck, god and today is Pi Day LOL I laughed so much when Sally posted that. The universe really is taunting us.
Got to figure out eco excursion too. But that's okay. It'll be like a huge load has been lifted off of me tomorrow.
7:34 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
OH MY GOD LOL, THIS IS MY LIFE HAHA, BITCH FACE.
9:37 PM
idek
Oh my god, so fucking stressed. It's a wonder I'm not bald yet ffs.
Me and Tanya are meant for each other. Srsly, when we talk, it is like a continuous typing spasm of repressed feelings. I love Tanya. Even though I did not sleep till 1am again, but that's okay, cause she likes Oscar Wilde.
Legal put me to sleep. Maths frustrated me so badly, like effing Flo understood the work and she wasn't here for the theory yesterday. Eco was just useless. It really is. And building strength was LOL. And I got home early (Y) But I hate school right now, I WANT TO CRY. Rage quit maths and now I can't be bothered to fix my essay or start eco or start chem notes and fucking assessments are NEXT FUCKING WEEK OH MY GOD.
Just let me die.
Or you. I despise you.
9:30 PM
Monday, March 12, 2012
I don't fucking need this.
11:01 PM
s'wonderful
Sigh, should be working right now, since I evidently have to rewrite a new essay, but there's so much good TV on tonight omg, like West Side Story and Mary Poppins and then The Color Purple is on, so I wanna watch that too alkjslkjskl.
Monday traffic is so bad, but me and Carla finally got seats the entire trip (Y)
So many people were absent today, so I was suffering writing out things by myself, while Anika got her license, that bitch. OMG went through our essays extensively, and I was very disappointed with my mark.
All the writing from legal and English is officially killing this disgusting callous on my left finger. I think it's actually a blister right now.
Oh god, my circulation was cutting off in my legs during maths, and nobody was here, so it was just me and Varsha sitting together.
Chem, idek.
OMG WE SAW G TODAY OMG LOLOLOLOLOLOL AND I WAS FRANTICALLY WAITING FOR CARLA TO GET TO PENNO BUT HE LEFT BY THEN AND I WAS SO DISAPPOINTED :( Lol totally made my day though. Such a nice surprise. Maybe I'll see Jake. As of March 18, it will officially be a year since I last viewed his handsome glory.
I love Gene Kelly so much.
Whatever.
5:16 PM
Sunday, March 11, 2012
losing control
Alright, so I'll attempt to be productive now, since all I did was maths today, and I failed those past papers sooo bad that English is the only outcome that could possibly be not terrible right now. Seriously so screwed for these assessments.
Anyway, I wasn't being terrible inefficient, because I was reading a new book today (Y) I've only read three books and seen two films on my 2012 movie/book list so far. That's like, 30 books and 25 films to go. I should go and read my English texts /sigh.
My George P still hasn't come, and I'm continuing to feel very irritable. I can't even remember how we came across the name George P. Sigh, I miss making names. We haven't found any new guys to creatively name. I need to properly document our current list, in case my phone crashes and we lose it FOREVER. They are now officially documented in 'OUR MEN'.
Eco is so hard, I cannot comprehend this.
I cannot. Fucking. Stand you. Any of you. WHY CAN I NOT ERASE YOU ALL FROM MY LIFE?
10:12 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2012
You're an asshole. And the rest of y'all are fucken idiots.
10:20 PM
what's it all mean?
High School Musical 3 is on. My life is fulfilled. I haven't watched this in sooo long omg ZAC EFRON IS SO ATTRACTIVE, WHY AREN'T HE AND VANESSA BACK TOGETHER OMG WHAT DO I DO?
So today, all I've done is copy out the questions on the eco assessment sheet. God. English gave me a purpose and incentive to do work. OMG English is this Thursday. Sigh. Such incompetence.
OMG LOL I somehow misread 'shampoo' as 'sandwich' and I was really excited about my sandwich drawing, but obviously, poor Andrew couldn't get it HAHA.
My, Zac's scream is so sexy. I feel so sad whenever this movie ends :( So nostalgic.
I have so many issues with change.
8:34 PM
Friday, March 9, 2012
I'll be your fantasy
This has been sitting in my dash since last night. I think I fell asleep.
Stayed up till 2am doing my essay so I we positively dead this morning, and it was so cold.
Sadly, I think I feel the most confident with my maths assessment out of everything else. So I'm pretty screwed.
Legal test was pretty lol, Karnups didn't even look at it so yeah, just bs'ed our way through.
OFFICIALLY finished my essay in third, and then got a jelly and handed it in with Jess, feeling very accomplished indeed.
Eco was last, which was unproductive as usual. So excited for garba sljdslkjldasjlashfjs. FOOD FRIDAYS!
Hung around Towers after school, Carla could've seen Busyman. I think I slept at 10-ish, and had 12 good hours of sleep.
Anyway, instead of being productive with eco, I'm watching Monster-in-Law and this guy is so delicious oho.
Okay I'm starting.
7:32 PM
I want to die. I do not understand my inefficiency.
1:26 AM
Thursday, March 8, 2012
I will love you
Though I've only attempted my essay for half an hour, I need to temporarily distract myself and readjust my thought process. Almost half way, officially. I'm so anal about this thing, I'm editing more than progressing, even though I can edit in my free tomorrow.
omg it was pouring like buckets, my legs were soaked at the bus stop. Plus we got to the station super late, and school super late.
Maths first, which was just me and Tanya, quietly dying together of sickness and running noses omg. Tissues were so sacred. Seowoo the Tissue Lady.
LOL in chem, me and Christine just went over whatever songs we could remember from karaoke. I wish we had a better class together, like eco.
Eco was stressful. The amount of time we took to put three slides together on the role of governments shows how screwed we are. Hindmarsh is such a dick >(
Aparna was telling me about her guilty pleasure for Keeping Up With the Kardashians. Legit, respect lowered. Respect diminished.
Sigh, English. Ms Mother called us boys LOL. Mr Motherwell (Y)
Didn't go to Epping to see Audrey, cause I had to go do work, but I ended up napping till 6:30 anyway. Don't know what to do with myself.
Moulin Rouge is playing itself in my head.
Happy Birthday Audrey. I'll assume you read this. Since I rarely do birthday things, this can make up for the lack of a text/decent call (which was Christine's fault). Oh, I'll encrypt it for you. Hopefully you'll guess my password.
Your personal name for me from ages ago, no caps.
The heart is the thing, just in case it doesn't show LOL.
Alright back to English.
7:17 PM
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
CHEW FAT PORK
English is too hard. Taking a break (Y) God, I need to make like, a quote bank and everything, I CANNOT REMEMBER ANYTHING.
LOL it was just me and Busyman this morning. Maybe the bad luck is following Carla.
English ext first, which involved another huge batch of notes, but I think my hand and Anika's are starting to cope. It didn't spasm as much.
Sob, maths. My memory is so terrible with numbers.
LOLOLOL ECO OMG ANIKA HAHAHAHA. God she says so many wrong things that fit perfectly into another context. Today, she was talking about crewforcepack, but instead, she called us 'CREWFATPORK' OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Legit, me, Pat and Carla could not stop laughing for 10 minutes, Hindy was getting irritated. Then Carla asked Pat for a sharpie and she gave her a sharpener. And Anika said Van Diesel instead of Vin Diesel. Sigh, funny stuff.
Lunch was hip hop with only the Year 11s, thank god, and my thighs don't hurt!
Fuck chem. Just attempted the hw while the teacher droned on about nothing.
Bus was surprisingly convenient today (Y) Now it's about time I begin work. English is so hard. I don't think I can say it enough. IT'S SO HARD. I have no idea if I can even continue it next year.
Kay, need to list the things I need done:
Practice essay + memorise quotes and examples
Economics practice questions
Legal hw + study for topic test
Maths revision
Start chem notes
Read English texts for next unit
Sobs, literally all by the fortnight.
7:02 PM
jitterbug
Life sucks.
Attempted taking a 632, where Fake Show sat behind me, and it was so slow, I was getting so annoyed omg. Never. Again.
Legal first, and I'm so worried for the topic test, even though it counts to nothing, but I'm worried about having no answers, BECAUSE THERE'S SO MUCH TO REMEMBER and I legit just copy what's on the board without processing.
English ext, killed me and Anika's hands lol. We wrote like, 5 pages on the Penelopiad.
Zoned out during maths, so I'm struggling with the work right now, but I think I'm slowly understanding. Marshall should slow down, my brain ain't active enough to keep up at his pace.
Groupwork for Pi /sigh. Need to finish that tonight also. This is so stressful, I've barely started my essay.
Mother picked us up at Epping. Omg we went to the vet and it was so terrible, my thighs are all scratched from my spastic dog. Then I got home and fell asleep till 7pm. Anika called me and stressed me out about eco, which was the last thing I wanted to worry about >>
I'm being so melodramatic about everything, but it's unfortunately the only way I can cope with this shit.
I do not like you, and I hope you know it. You should know it, really. No one's that stupid.
8:31 PM
Monday, March 5, 2012
my precious
This year is so exhausting. I totally zoned out the entire day. So much work, so many assessments just piling on top of each other /sob.
I sat next to a really attractive guy on the bus, but he kept elbowing me in his attempt to get comfortable.
Chemistry first. My mood totally plummeted when I checked my timetable this morning. Now I have silver nitrate solution stains on my fingers that won't go away for two weeks. LOL Sukanya had them all over her hands.
Finally finished Life of Pi in English YEAH. Well, now we got group work to do. Everything is so rushed this year. I love Ms Motherwell.
My hand was spasming in legal. Seriously, I have no time to pee in classes now because we're constantly jotting notes down. Except maybe chem and eco.
Maths last. Too fast for me, did not understand anything we did today, which would explain why hw is taking me ages.
Saw Euro Guy and Lloyd in the arvo, both of whom looked very good, especially since Lloyd trimmed that mop of hair. And my lovely mother picked me and Carla up from Beecroft (Y)
OMG I was so happy for communitychannel's new video, finally. I can't stop singing 'Spoonful of Sugar'.
6:09 PM
Sunday, March 4, 2012
snickerdoodle
Sigh, what an unproductive day. My Pi essay only contains an incomplete introduction. It's pathetic.
Anyway, I ended up watching Ellen for three hours last night. And about three hours today as well. God she's so adorable, LET ME GO LESBIAN FOR HER. Then I watched A Streetcar Named Desire which was so terrible, can't believe I wasted two more hours of my life.
Excited for Audrey's party! It'll be a great way to finish this stressful term. And hopefully Nayomi will do hers soon as well.
As for you, I can't believe you're still so naive.
6:16 PM
Saturday, March 3, 2012
I ain't no tactics, honey
A few amusing things happened yesterday, but I forgot them now. Mr Burke was awesome during eco, I should really start a proper conversation with him sometime. I also had some really nice mantou yesterday. OH and my ASOS dress came. It's a bit abstract and avant-garde, but I like it so (Y) Okay guess that was it LOL.
Anyhow, since I last blogged, all I have done are my legal notes. Which is actually already seven page aoiuasodiqd. Dunno how I'm gonna study this in time for Friday. Besides that, I've spent my day Youtubing, and now I've got about twenty tabs open of really nice oldies. No wonder my net is so slow recently.
God, I was supposed to blog with the intention of having much more to say. I'll certainly remember after I've published this.
My dog snores like a jack-hammer.
Kay gonna go and listen to Elvis.
10:26 PM
RETUKA RETUKA RETUKA
Bought a new calendar just today and now the month of March is quite literally plastered with my colour coded subjects. I'm just praying that this will somewhat aid my organisation. I'M SO BADLY ORGANISED. My desk is so small so there's no good way to set out my books and I have last year's note in draws and my usb is not even organised omgggggggggggg.
So many assessments :(
27 Dresses was on yesterday and James Marsden was just slkjdaslkjdklas so adorable and sexy when he was like 'Get over here' DSLKFJWLSFKJALSK. Then I slept for 12 hours lol. I'm such a waste of space.
OKAY time to start my pile of work. Weekends are supposed to be relaxing.
Fuck you Christine, I was laughing my ass off at that video.
3:40 PM
Thursday, March 1, 2012
great balls of fire
Oh god, I'm so tired all the time :( I swear I haven't slept before midnight this entire week. ENGLISH WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME.
Had Sztajer for maths which was super bludgy, I think we were just talking about social most of the time anyway. I like my maths class, except I was remembering how me and Christine had exactly the same classes last year. Sigh, I miss that. Now we only have chem together, which is the worst class in the world omg, it's so frustrating tolerating that bloody teacher. WE'RE NOT FUCKING FIVE YEARS OLD STOP TREATING US LIKE CHILDREN.
Attempted my related text during free and lunch, hopefully I'll finish before midnight tonight.
Borrowed our independent investigation texts today. It's due term 3, but I'm worried about leaving it last minute lkdjalskdjoauoa. We also got our assessment for Life of Pi and the practice essay and I only have one week to do it slkjlkhdasldjhakj. English. Is. Killing. Me.
I ate half a litre tub of green tea ice cream when I got home, it was so delicious.
Sigh, why is Gone With the Wind on again. I can't resist watching it, AND I HAVE SO MUCH WORK TO DO. Clark Gable is the epitome of masculinity, it's so sexy omg. Seriously, stupid Scarlett, how can you ever resist that?
5:59 PM