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You forget that we are in the native land of the hypocrite.
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Friday, April 29, 2011
Sigh spent who knows how many hours watching the wedding. I swear, tumblr is crazy. My whole dash is filled with wedding stuff and I have nothing to reblog that's normal.
I cbf to sleep. Therefore, I must GBF!
10:55 PM
Five Letters Challenge
Found this from Audrey's tumblr, and I shall do it here :)
Day one: Dear Future husband/wife
Day two: Dear Crush
Day three: Dear ex boyfriend/girlfriend.
Day four: Dear Parents.
Day five: Dear future me.
Day One: Dear Future Husband
I truly thank you for making the decision to put up with me for the rest of your life, assuming you don't cheat and we get divorced. We'll have a very elaborate wedding, crazy awesome sex and have beautiful babies. You can't be a fob, I'm sorry it'll never work and your parents will be ashamed of me. I'll give you a month before you leave me screaming.
Love, your future wife.
6:47 PM
The Sun Also Rises
Oh my holy fucking god what the fuck is this fuckery OH MY GOD I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF! FUCKING VAMPIRE DIARIES HOW CAN YOU KILL MAIN CHARACTERS OFF OH MY GOD I AM GOING TO FUCKING RAGE AND CRY AND I WILL STOP WATCHING THE SHOW SZLKDAJSLKDJAKLSDJALSKDJALKDS
Anyway, me and Audrey got to Hornsby super early. Met up with like, Anika, Eric, Ricky and brandon and then handed our shiz in and walked around school because it was still early. Guh PE first and it was athletics and it was gross because it was muddy. Then geography holy crap, it was so boring I wanted to cry. I despise maths. Science last and i spilled acid. Caught 19, took bus.
I am like fainting because Anika hasn't finished the fucking episode and I need a release ohmagad!
It feels weird for the weekend again. OH I just remembered the royal wedding was one.
Sigh, Carla, our lives are so sad.
5:33 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2011
So gangster I'm so thug
I'M SO HAPPY! I figured out my representation shit so I'm feeling pretty good ohoho.
Ugh, first day of school. So tired holy shit and it was super cold and my hair got really wet too. Speaking of, I need to shower after this, finish my proposal and go straight to bed. My eyebags are disgusting, I'm ashamed of myself.
OH MY GOD VAMPIRE DIARIES TOMORROW OHEHEHEHEHE ANIKAAAAA!
Sigh I don't know. I'm having very mixed feelings here, but I know yours so there's no point really. That's okay, it'd be easier to decide now.
7:16 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
You see something you like?
I'm freezing my fat ass off. I can't believe Autumn is this cold.
LOL I actually like it when our whole grade has some big assignment shit to do and we all just spaz about it together. It's actually loads of fun. Then of course, the spazzing stops and we go back to our tragic lives and complete the work. I've been overusing the word 'tragic'. But it's fun to use.
Why is Year 10 so hard? If I went back to Year 8 right now, I'd totally ace everything. Probably not.
9:09 PM
Bloodlines
OMG OMG OMG OMG NEW VAMPIRE ACADEMY SPIN OFF COMES OUT IN AUGUST THIS YEAR OMG OMG OMG OMG
But what the hell it's mainly following SYDNEY and focusing on Jill, Eddie and Adrian in some Californian high school which actually sounds like crap but NOW I'M SO EXCITED OMG A NEW SERIES TO READ YAY YAY YAY!
Sigh, but I prefer Rose. And then there's got to be a new villain, so I'm thinking Tasha comes back for revenge or some shit and someone important dies and Jill and Adrian date and OMG I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!
11:30 AM
'it's a moo point'
Sigh I love Joey. MOO POINT!
1. TT
2. ==
My life is rather tragic. I can barely keep my eyes open.
11:19 AM
Hum
You know, I've never really truly liked someone. Ever. At least I feel I haven't. It's kind of baffling, watching my friends constantly become and come out of being infatuated, and I'm just on the sidelines. It actually worries me a little. Either I'm mature, afraid or I seem to repel guys and I feel repelled by them. I'll probably regret saying this if it happens, but I'd like to see how that feels. Maybe discover why it makes people ridiculous. I can't bring myself to call it love either. At our age, love is fickle. God I sound like Shakespeare, but it's true.
WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT THIS? I should sleep now. Kbye.
12:25 AM
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Because you're an ugly slut
Ugh, gross is that necessary?
Okay so today was a useless day. I spent my day rereading all of Vampire Academy and finished. And I basically had two servings of dessert for the whole day.
SIGH I really want to learn ballroom. I swear it's fated; I was thinking about it today and then I watch an episode of a show where they're ballroom dancing and some Hebrew movie about ballroom which is like the Israel version of Billy Eliot.
School on Thursday :( I look more and more hideous in winter uniform each year.
Anyway, I'm going to go see if there's lessons in my area, though I don't even know how I'd have time for it. And tomorrow I'll finally finish my SRP!
Day Eight: 3 turn ons.
1. Amazingly VISIBLE muscular stature
2. Sexy voice
3. Intelligent and witty
11:40 PM
Monday, April 25, 2011
Some like it hot
I wish you'd shut up.
LOL my nyancat thing is still going. Almost for 20 000 seconds LOLOL. Sigh I'm going to get super fat. My mum won't stop baking and I cbf to zumba.
I think I'll start watching another show. Maybe continue Pretty Little Liars or start Misfits, Skins or 90210. Vampire Diaries is gonna take too long to wait for the third season. I also need to get up to date with Gossip Girl even though I hate it now.
Hum haven't spoken to Ted in a while.
I'M SO BORED :(
8:22 PM
nyannyannyannyannyan
Me and Ricky are having seizures from the nyancat thing :L
Sigh so I was supposed to wake up at 7am today, but I turned my alarm off and slept till like, a quarter to 1. I despise myself. Had another bagel for breakfast and started tidying my wardrobe. I think I have more bras than underwear.
We're screwed for geography. Totally, absolutely wonderfully screwed.
1. Clingy-ness
2. Ugly clothes and shoes.
3. Continual texting (Carla's answer)
4. Fob-ness ranging from hair to fashion to music
3:02 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2011
OHOHO I've pretty productive! Yesterday, basically finished the theme essay and today, making progress with my SRP report.
So yesterday, my mum made dark chocolate brownies with walnuts YUMMO. I ate like 4 and I felt super fat. Then I just went on tumblr, watched more James Bond, watched Aladdin. Stayed up till 3-ish with Christine and Ricky.
Oh my God, I got woken up by my mum at freaking NINE. I was so tired but then I smelt bacon so I got out of bed 8) Sigh, I'm living with a European, so Easter's kind of a big deal. So we had bacon and egg sandwiches for breakfast and boiled eggs after our egg fights LOL. Yeah then I looked at my reflection and died because i had fucking HUGE dark circles and like, enormous eye bags and I wanted to die. They're so hideous. Now Christine's in HK so she won't have Wi-Fi so I won't be staying up to talk to her meaning I'll sleep! I shall be waking at 7am from now on. Until Thursday of course, which will be back to 6:20am. My life is tragic.
You know, Friends is a pretty ideal adult life to have. Like it's generally all pretty happy-ending-like, but it'd be nice. However, their lives are pretty hopeless.
1. Audrey
2. Brandon
3. Carla
4. Christine
5. Eric
5:26 PM
Oh my gosh LOL you stupid thing. Do you have any fucking idea how super incredibly amazingly hilariously pathetic your life is? I have never met anyone so ridiculously dumb. Congratulate yourself, you must've put a lot of effort into your existence. I pity you, I truly do.
12:12 AM
Saturday, April 23, 2011
The Man with the Golden Gun
Sigh a kind of productive day. Pikelets for breakfast, pork roll and miso soup for lunch and brownies for dinner LOL.
Roger Moore is not handsome enough for James Bond in my opinion. I swear he's been interrupted from sex more than 10 times in this movie.
I have never detested anybody so much. I truly wish you wish you would die at my hand.
1. Say half the things I've said before.
2. Injure myself.
3. Met some people.
4. Buying lots of my wardrobe.
5. Gotten a tumblr. Would've saved me lots of time.
6. LOL I forgot this. Got cable.
6:43 PM
FML
I have never been more scared of college. I cannot believe that I'm still not getting my act together. I truly despise myself sometimes.
1:59 AM
Friday, April 22, 2011
Klaus
HOLY MOTHER OH MY LORD ANIKA AND ABI I WANT TO DIE I CAN'T WAIT ANOTHER FUCKING WEEK HOLY SHIT THAT WAS SO EPIC I AM HYPERVENTILATING I NEED TO SCREAM!
4:41 PM
Sincerely Yours,
- The Breakfast Club was on last night. LOL crazy shit.
Then I couldn't sleep till 3. I think that talk affected me.
This stupid theme thing is so bloody hard, like oh my god what the hell.
VAMPIRE DIARIES IS OUT TODAY OHMAGAD ANIKA WHY DO YOU NEVER CALL ME BACK LASKDNALSINDlisnhdlainsdf;lainepwnhpains;akndfa;dknfa;NDAPDSFNA;PDNF
I was reading Vampire Academy again today. Gosh I love my books so very much. I can't wait for the spin-off series.
So for brunch, my mum made us poppyseed bagels with smoked salmon and cream cheese YUM, and then we're having crumbed lamb cutlets for dinner YUM.
Sigh, Ivy League sounds good. But our ATAR wouldn't count for anything in America.
1. Dying
2. Men
3. My own scenarios for books
4. Previous books or movies I've seen and how to apply the situations to reality
5. My life
6. Current obsessions
7. What I'm going to wear
2:46 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Happy birthday, Buttons
Sigh, just woke up again. I have to start sleeping right after the weekend. My dog's 4 years old. I think that's like, almost 30 dog years. Now I'm super hungry but I don't want cereal.
Day Three: 8 ways to win your heart.
1. Be a gentleman.
2. Ask me lots of questions.
3. Remotely good taste in clothes.
4. Smiling often.
5. Enjoy reading.
6. Being open and deep with me
7. Make me laugh or laugh at me.
8. TALL STATURE w/ height, big shoulders and arms 8)
12:30 PM
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn.
What the gay, my dashboard is so retarded. Pearl's posts from last night are shown as the most recent. Anyway, I barely got any work done but there's no shock there. I'm desperate for a haircut.
Sigh, you're so annoying. But then again, it's my fault to choose to get annoyed. But then you're just a homosexual in general so, what can I do about it.
Doubt I'm going out again these holidays. OMG I'm so dead for representation TT I really don't want to do costume design again. I'll probably get marked down for un-originality if they remember the Romeo & Juliet one. I don't even understand this play.
Your failed future can be my source of amusement.
Oh my gosh, okay I really feel like kissing someone. Anyone. Maybe Humphrey Bogart :)
I finally did my zumba today! Have to keep it up at least for 10 days, because then we'll all be swamped with homework and assignments and exams and I'll want to die really. I will really have to ban myself from tumblr. I'll see if I can somehow block it. And also avoid my books. I have to finish one if I start.
alsjdbafljflajblskbflaejbfkdsjb afljdsbflajbdsfljabsfljabsljdfablsjbflsjbafljab CLOCKWORK PRINCE! You know, Cassandra Clare isn't that good a writer. Like, the plotlines are pretty cliche and everything is totally predictable in the end, but goodness I love her. And Jace, that sexy beast.
I need to find time to watch The Godfather trilogy. MAFIA :) And watch more Humphrey Bogart movies because I am in love with him right now. I wanna re-watch Sabrina! But I lent my disc to Jina.
Time to google costumes. Toooooooooodles.
7:27 PM
I woke up fucking two hours ago. I WOKE UP PAST NOON! WHAT THE FUCK. I suppose it's because I was talking to Christine and Ricky and Richard till 4am. Sigh, my whole day wasted.
Anyway, doing my SRP. I need to exercise! My ass has been freaking glued to my stupid chair all holidays.
Day Two: 9 things about yourself
1. I'm selfish and mean.
2. I actually like crying.
3. I get obsessed with things too quickly.
4. I'm irrational.
5. I love dancing sluttily when no one is home.
6. Reading is my favourite thing to do.
7. I want people to be into what I'm into but when they get into it, I get pissed off.
8. I'm horny/dirty/pretty much disgusting.
9. I'm nothing like any of my friends.
3:09 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Elie Saab '10 Fall
10:07 PM
Elie Saab '11 Spring
9:43 PM
S/S '11
I love Pearl Wong. We're just going to orgasm over Elie Saab and his beautiful brilliance.
9:02 PM
YAY I bought ginger beer :)
5:19 PM
till the world ends
My sleep pattern is so fucked up. School is starting so soon, I'm so screwed. AND I NEED A HAIRCUT but I don't want to go myself but my mum's working all week TT
Okay yesterday I barely got any work done but that's no surprise so after I wash, I will get started. Thankfully, tumblr is not providing me much interest anymore, or anything else on the internet.
Sigh, I think our Easter show thing is off too. I've been eating so much and I haven't done any exercise. I despise myself and I use the word 'I' too much. I think I'll try a post where I can't use it. My blog posts are too short, my days are too insignificant. I'll do the 10 thing whatever Carla's doing.
Day One: 10 things you want to say to different people right now
Day Two: 9 things about yourself
Day Three: 8 ways to win your heart
Day Four: 7 things that cross your mind a lot
Day Five: 6 things you wish you'd never done
Day Six: 5 people who means a lot
Day Seven: 4 turn offs
Day Eight: 3 turn INS
Day Nine: 2 smileys that describes your life right now
Day Ten: confession
Day Two: 9 things about yourself
Day Three: 8 ways to win your heart
Day Four: 7 things that cross your mind a lot
Day Five: 6 things you wish you'd never done
Day Six: 5 people who means a lot
Day Seven: 4 turn offs
Day Eight: 3 turn INS
Day Nine: 2 smileys that describes your life right now
Day Ten: confession
Day One: 10 things you want to say to different people right now
1. Why aren't you here :(
2. Please wake up.
3. REPLY TO ME WHORE.
4. Tread carefully around me
5. Sigh, WE STILL NEED TO GO OUT.
6. Shut up, and grow up.
7. Helloooo, you have no right to tease me ;)
8. Sorray :)
9. ALDSKJFNHEILGFNLDKNBEFR YOU NEVER CALLED ME BACK.
10. LOL you're cute.
I will most likely forget who they are anyway. Time to work. Probably not.
10:56 AM
Monday, April 18, 2011
I find a satisfaction in starving. It's like a test.
6:58 PM
Happy (belated) Nian Day
Sigh I'm just slacking off on tumblr and with my TV. What did I ever do before cable?
So after it's time for my queue, I will do work till the end of my queue which is four hours, so I will solidly work! At least I won't stop till I finish food tech and Shakespeare essay.
Anyway, there's gonna be a Hannah Montana Easter marathon :D
I miss the show so much so I'm gonna be extremely busy over the weekend.
Sigh this week is going to be crammed with work. Can't even go out, since EVERYBODY is busy.
Gosh my nail polish application was so good last time :) It still hasn't cracked ohoho.
OH MY GOSH NINA IAN COCHELLA HAND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
11:55 AM
Sunday, April 17, 2011
This is a pen
OMG LOL I'm watching Percy Jackson and it sucks shit but Logan is just so adorable, I'm sitting here smiling like an idiot.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER. Logan Lerman, Emma Watson and Nina Dobrev in ONE movie. I will die of happiness.
Anyway, I must go queue my tumblr posts.
OH MY GOD HE IS ADORABLE I WANT TO KISS HIS FACE OFF AND HAVE SEX WITH HIM.
8:49 PM
Just got back from Towers, and I bought two knits :) I quite like them but they were $70 dollars each.
FINALLY my SRP is going well and I think we're getting there with PE. I think I'm going to exercise, shower and try finish the theme essay or history. BAH BYE!
4:41 PM
oh shut up
Sigh still doing work. Thankfully it's not last minute yet. I need to write down all my tasks.
SRP
Shakespeare representation
Shakespeare theme essay
Food Tech dictionary
Stress Busters BUY PLAY-DOH
Changing Technology essay
RAP assignment
SAIL
HALF YEARLY NOTES
Help me :(
I also need the due dates so I should probably start using my diary again. And I need to further my literature enrichment so I was reading some poetry book I found on my shelf and I was trying to understand them but it was pretty hopeless. I'll just stick to books.
So last night, I talked to Christine for like, 15 minutes and then she barred me on Skype, that bitch. Then I just watched Singin' in the Rain and Casablanca again.
Here's looking at you, kid.
11:21 AM
Saturday, April 16, 2011
okay so i've been doing work up till now, i'm so proud. but now i've gotten distracted so too bad. i was thinking maybe i'd start writing in capitals but i only do that on tumblr and i cbf to do it here.
But it probably looks better. But huh, I don't touch type so it's a lot harder to do it quickly. I'll try it for this post anyway.
So after I finished watching Titanic, I watched Casablanca again and tried to get Eric to listen to all these songs which NONE of you can appreciate! Of course, he didn't either. Then I fell asleep during the movie so I went to sleep. Before 12. Earliest night these holidays.
LOL I'm watching Mother and Son. It's so annoying, yet too funny to stop watching.
Carla's hopeless :L
Then again, so am I so I'm not one to talk.
OKAY BACK TO WORK.
2:39 PM
Friday, April 15, 2011
my eyes hurt. i sobbed my heart out, watching titanic. as per usual.
8:29 PM
park
today was fun. park with audrey, christine, brandon and ricky. and christine's bro. pearl couldn't make it.
redoing the post. gonna make it detailed :)
met ricky at the bus stop at like, 9:30. so early, since the skype conversation with ricky, richard and christine was super boring and i was nauseous with hunger. yeah so we went to towers and bought 2 packets of chips and 2 packets of m&m's. then he bought kfc and we caught t62. holy fuck took us so long to get there, what with all the whacky road names and twists and guh. i am so funny ricky :)
finally got off and met christine and brandon. walked to audrey's and we did karaoke. then angus played whatever killing game on wii while ricky wrote a porno plane letter for christine and we all slept on brandon. then we decided to leave for the park.
played with a tennis ball. i watched some dude do work-outs on the equipment 8)
then we did cartwheels and waltzed and ate and rolled in the grass. then we had to leave after like, 2 hours so we walked to some bus stop which was someone's driveway. the house's cat came out and hovered around with us. turned out we missed the bus and the next one was in like 40 minutes so altogether, we waited about an hour. luvo'd, petted the cat, ANIKA CALLED. OMG I'LL GET TO VAMPIRE DIARIES LATER. yeah then christine had to leave :( then the bus finally came and the driver was gonna make me vomit. I LOST MY FUCKING EARRING. AND YESTERDAY I LOST MY FUCKING BRACELET. I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE.
and ricky owes me 6 dollars.
so oh my god, VAMPIRE DIARIES, LIKE WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED OMG. anika still hasn't called me back so i can't spaz about it now.
so we might go easter show, if i manage to do work. fml my time management is terrible beyond belief.
CHRISTINE! MY BABY, I'LL MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH. THANKFULLY THIS IS YOUR LAST TRIP. HAVE LOTS AND LOTS OF FUN AND DON'T FORGET MY PRESENTS. I'LL EMAIL YOU!
yeah so today is my last slack off day. tomorrow is the weekend and i will finish the shakespeare theme thing and do srp! and avoid my beautiful tv.
LOL i'm watching the ugly truth. she just orgasmed. it's so hilarious.
5:34 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2011
so i'm feeling really full, yet really horny and i really feel like kissing somebody.
NO NO, NONE OF YOU MENTION HIM!
i'm just laughing my ass off, watching garfield. LOL that fat bastard.
so i hope tomorrow is actually on because it's christine's last day for 3 weeks and i barely spoke to pearl on friday and brandon is just funny. i hope i haven't permanently injured your balls, otherwise you and richard won't be able to reproduce :)
i'm truly bored of tumblr. nothing to reblog and facebook is beyond uninteresting.
8:03 PM
GEO GROUP
so today, our geo group minus sylvia went out to hornsby today for our assignment :)
so christine ditched me and audrey on the bus but we met her at penno at she was in shorts and freezing and audrey was too hungry so we went to hornsby first. she ate maccas and kfc TT met up with jina and tanya like, almost an hour later.
so we went off to the dead places outside the station. it was so creepy, like all these hobos were hovering around and we interviewed the vinnie's and some other shit warehouse workers and i swear they're so uneducated. and i still don't get our purpose.
so we walked around the block back to civilised land. went to food court, ate some lunch and then christine and audrey ddr'd while me and tanya were, you know ;)
then me and christine left and we had an awesome bus ride and then we got to towers at 3 and sat in the sunny park; piece of grass and talked till about 4:30. and now i'm home and i should be doing stress busters and geo. MEBBE later.
and might go to christine/audrey/pearl's park tomorrow to say farewell to christine. I'LL MISS YOU BABY.
okay bye bitches.
4:43 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
chatswood/city
i think in my dreams when i turn my alarm off, it's actually real life. however, i just roll back to sleep. which is what i did today so i was sort of rushing.
half ran to the bus stop to meet carla and had a very interesting bus and train ride. met eric and brandon at chatswood. walked around westfield. went to rachel lee's shop. got boost. went to some korean restaurant. had $10 meals. LOL met rachel after again. me, carla and brandon are so cool, just sitting there, staring intently at the two. fuck saw so many hornsbys today. yeah so then we were spontaneous so we decided to go city.
got to city, went to caps, since us four haven't been together in ages. LOL kinda bad pictures. then we went to chinatown and bought cakes and breads. then we walked around darling harbor and took fail luvo's since we couldn't fit in eric's screen and then we walked up to QVB and me and carla took a fucking freezing bus home and it was like a one and a half hour ride and i wanted to die and my feet still hurt.
and fuck, hornsby tomorrow for geo :(
okay fuck you seriously. GET A FUCKING LIFE. YOU BROUGHT IT ON YOUR OWN FUCKING SELF. and you keep going for more. so you little whore, just piss the fuck off okay. i can't stand anything to do with you.
clueless is on. maybe the stereotyped american teenager life will make me feel better about my own.
6:47 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
i think it's incredible how you always manage to annoy me to an extreme. must be a rare talent.
anyway i'm watching new gossip girl. it sucks.
going to chatswood tomorrow with carla, brandon and eric.
then hornsby on thursday with our geography group :)
oh my god. candians, lamb heads, bacon powder, bacon tablets. screw you richard.
tvd in three days!
9:27 PM
you have no right to use the word slut anymore.
2:54 PM
OHMAGAD MY LIFE IS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME, I'M SO FUCKING HOPELESS.
and my fingers are about to fall off from the cold and texting.
finally going out tomorrow though :)
and then it's back to our 4+ assignments.
11:18 AM
Monday, April 11, 2011
PISS OFF BITCH
10:59 PM
holidays are useless. i'm not getting any work done. might as well go back to school.
anyway, last night was so funny LOL christine. i've been over-using that word. blame richard.
and i put like, shitloads of liner on today 'cause i was bored and it automatically gave me double lids but it feels so weird.
i'm so bored of the internet :(
4:24 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2011
such a social night
10:33 PM
so i'm feeling quite satisfied
and loopy. along with christine. ohhhh :)
i can't believe how early it is.
TALK TO MEEE :(
7:37 PM
Saturday, April 9, 2011
i honestly have nothing to do except homework and i'm bored of tumblr so if you guys read this, you can guess these people.
1. OH LOL we have so much fun together but then that can completely just turn around and we'll be furious, but it fades pretty fast. i love our late night phone calls, even if they're to do homework which is due the next day. i love our alphabet, this is really easy to guess but i love you!
2. things are weird between us; we're on and off. i don't know if you feel it, but it's awkward when we're alone. but i still think you're one of my best friends and i love our stupid times together. i know you're going through a lot of stuff you don't trust me with, but i'll still be trying to look out for you.
3. i really hope we'll be together for the rest of lives, because you're the one i'd rely on most later on. sometimes, i think you take me for granted, because you are selfish, but i still hope that i'm as important to you as you are to me.
4. i honestly don't know what to think of you. you make me change my moods in an instant and i can't trust you sometimes. not lately anymore. but i still rely on you and come to you when i need comfort. i wish you didn't make me feel so insignificant though.
5. okay you need to grow up. don't get me wrong, i love you, but you're pissing me off. i wish things were way way back and nothing was so stupidly complicated. please stop.
6. we're not that close as we probably should be. doesn't mean you're not a great friend, though we probably won't last.
4:08 PM
JIANI'S
LOL prepare yourselves, long ass post coming.
SO YESTERDAY WAS JIANI'S PARTY OH MY GOD IT FINALLY CAME AROUND!
so yeah after a good school day, which was our last in our junior summer uniform which saddens me.
so after school, we ran for 14, and then sprinted for the stupid m60. and then i went and got my shiz and me carla eric and brandon got ginger beer and got to carla's house. LOL i'm so much taller than eric and brandon in my shoes. so i showered first and tanya got here and then we had frozen pizza that got oven-ed and then brandon showered and we all got changed. then we spent like half an hour doing makeup and hair and then carla and tanya got driven by tanya's mum and me and eric and brandon went in my car.
so we got there faster than carla and tanya though we went to my house first and then got a little lost. and i saw aidan outside and i was like O:
and yeah ginger beer was good. i had five bottles, but they probably weren't even mine LOL. so we just all danced for like 5 songs and then we went to her porch. then carla got twister out and LOL it was so funny. abi's ass. so we played about 6 rounds and got bored.
TRUTH OR DARE. but it was all just dares. LOL i only got one: strip ricky. bet lots of you chicks enjoyed the show. gay kissing, lesbian kissing, orgasm-ing, lap dancing, neck-licking.
SPIN THE BOTTLE. kissing is so meaningless now. 8 different people. LOL the bottle was so rigged because audrey and pearl and jiani did all the kissing. anyway it was still fun. but some people had poor sport.
then like at 11, it got super cold so me, carla, jess, tanya, audrey, richard and eric huddled under each others jackets. but my feet were still frozen.
anyway most people started leaving around then and me and carla left around 11:30. and i was so tired i went straight to bed. and woke up sneezing.
OMG DENTIST SAID MY BRACES CAN COME OFF IN TWO MONTHS!
anywho, it's time to watch vampire diaries and spaz with abi and anika :)
12:23 PM
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
i had this really awesome rant prepared on monday but i couldn't get on the computer so i forgot it and my anger has faded unfortunately. i like staying irrationally angry.
OH MY WEIPBNFDWERSDQPOWIENDSOEJSDA CITY OF FALLEN ANGELS
NO ONE HAS FUCKING FINISHED IT AND I AM DYING TO TALK ABOUT IT. IT'S PAINFUL!
but holy shit i just want to find jace and kiss his amazingly gorgeous face off and do other stuff to him. or let him do stuff to me.
anyway i spent 6-7 hours reading it last night AND NOW I MUST WAIT ANOTHER YEAR FOR THE NEXT ONE. but heroes of olympus comes out in october and the clockwork prince in september.
AND THE THREE MUSKETEERS MOVIE IN OCTOBER! but oh lord, logan lerman has a sex scene in it.
so nothing's happened that's exciting. got so much fucking work to do though. so i'm going to queue more posts and do maths and science and english.
toodles.
you're sad if you read this. i look down on you.
5:44 PM
Saturday, April 2, 2011
SHOW L(U)OOOOOOOO
these couple days were worth writing about but i'm trying to keep up with my tumblr updates PLUS eliot essay so i'm pretty swamped.
thursday;
cooked, it was so fail. and we had PE and me and jina got full marks :)
FRIDAY OHOHOHO
so like, whatever shiz lessons and then lunch, me and audrey decided to go with carla, jiani, christine and eric to SHOW!
LOL show lo
so i got to acer and waited like fucking half an hour for everyone to come and it was so cold and i was in singlet and shorts and some useless jacket. so many guys had show's hair so i was like OMG IT'S SHOW! WHY IS NO ONE SURROUNDING HIM?
so yeah we waited another while to get our tickets which were not VIP. and then the concert started.
WE WERE SO PUMPED LOL. even me! christine and jiani and carla were like fainting and audrey and eric were just staring. and we got these blow-up inflatable things you bang together to make really loud tin sounds and christine popped about 4 during the whole thing.
so it was only exciting for about an hour and then he started singing ballads which was boring so i stopped screaming. and christine was jumping so my chair was vibrating the whole time and my right ear is deaf. but he was quite hot. I'LL GIVE YOU THAT CHRISTINE.
so it was a bit more exciting in the end. but his english was just atrocious. i was freezing the entire time and sneezing LOL.
so we left and i got dropped off by carla. and then i went straight to sleep.
so today, i wrote my introduction for eliot. that's it.
now i shall queue my tumblr and finish eliot!
6:02 PM