hiya.

last night was torture == not to mention it was raining, cold, i looked disgusting and i was busting to pee. so mr. hatton was going on and on and then mr. phillips went on and on and i was so bored.

anyway, finally made the 8:11 train this morning. but i didn't see jake :(

science. made those cakes. omfg the teacher used up two packets of icing sugar! so disgusting.

food tech. researched in the computer. i love greek cuisine :D

maths. so boring. watched math stuff on youtube. tanyas slept on my crotch :/

lunch was so funny, christine :D

history. ms. riches is scary.

train. it was so noisy == first carriage sucks. brandon barred me. met up with eric at penno. discussed some holiday stuff. BUS WAS FUN :D me carla & christine stood in our regular standing area. ''pistaCHIo''. gosh the bus driver was probably pissed cause we were blocking the emergency exit each time it opened. and we kept falling around. my boobs were in danger of deflation, credits to carla & christine ==

went shopping with mum after. myer had like, everything 30% off. i found my next perfume on my perfume wishlist :) Viktor&Rolf Eau Mega. it's really nice :) bought some pajamas, undies and some clothes.

it's so cold D: mum is making this japanese soup fried rice thing.

toodleeeeoooos.

hiya.

i'm looking at the easter show showbags. mostly, i'm considering the magazine ones because they're not too expensive and and i don't mind the stuff inside them.
i guess the madison one is pretty good. it's got different magazines. or cleo. or marie claire. the girlfriend / dolly ones are tacky.

O: DAMN i thought i saw a NARS showbag but it was MARS >.>

i always loved wonka bags :D and trolli!

okay decided. madison, cleo or marie claire.

i hope they're not already sold out :/
if so, i'll get a sweets one.

hiya.

today was pretty shitty.
did i mention my hair was gay?
bus ride was okay. didn't see anyone :(

science in the library. went on the computers. paired up with jina and did shit about the nervous system. then we looked at some rather ... graphic textbooks. gosh i flipped to a page and there were PHOTOS of a woman in LABOUR. like, i saw absolutely EVERYTHING. so disgusted. and there was a picture of two people having sex. the woman was straddling the man. and there was a picture of a naked couple walking down to the beach :P they had ass tans.
did i mention my hair was gay?

commerce. taste test. only had scotch fingers, jelly snakes, corn chips and lemonade. i hate commerce. it is so unbearably boring.

maths. urgh gay. I HATE 303 D:

sport. fuck. the ONE day i don't bring my sneakers, FUCKING HOOGERWORF HAS US! god i hate her so much.

caught 14. met up with eric and brandon. eric; your haircut is cute!
got a surprise for carla when we walked off the train.

bus ride was fun :D played shoot shag or marry. then carla sat on me == her butt is so bony. then carla squished her butt on mine so i had to lie over christine. it was quite entertaining.

piano. the one day i bring my phone to the lesson, stupid eric calls me == TO ASK IF I WANTED PIE!

now i got to .. i don't have hw :D

fucking hell.
i'm so fucking pissed i'm about to cry.

fuck my hair. why can it never get fucking right?
FUCK i am so mad.

hiya.

so last night, bride wars was on so i was watching it. and then they were planning their weddings and then me and carla were texting about our future weddings, because we're so cool 8)

and then i went on some wedding site and now i know a lot about dresses :D
i am going to be prepared for mine. and i've basically got my colour scheme set out, and my type of venue in mind. and my ROCK ie: diamond :) so me and carla are going to write about a description about what engagement ring we want, and then we'll tell each others boyfriends or whatever and help them pick so we don't get some shit ugly ring :D

i'm going to go research more on diamonds. because i'm cool like that.

getting a haircut today!

hiya.

i feel so fat and lazy == did NOTHING today.
just sat in front of the tv or computer, and ate and read and watched jonas.

lizzie mcguire movie was on :) had a lot lot lot LOT of maccas. then i went for a walk to burn just a little off :P

bride wars is on :)

urgh it feels like such a slow morning.

i am so bored. i cannot WAIT till holidays. i haven't gone out for ages ==
movies, music, shows are all getting gayer and gayer.

i miss chps like shit :(

i'm so pissed.

why?

I DON'T KNOW!
which further ruins my mood.

well let's see shall we;
- my ipod is screwing up
- my eye hurts
- my hair is being gay
- i am so behind in my subjects
- people are pissing the shit out of me
- i am bored out of my mind
- i don't get enough sleep. not because i sleep too late, because i CAN'T freaking sleep.
- braces are a pain in the ass

got anything else to top that off?

hiya.
today was a shit day.

BUT i saw jake 8) we actually finally made the 8:11 train and then while i was walking up the ramp, i saw him sitting and i like ran down to the platform. i was peeking at him through a bunch of year 8's. he's so cute! he was going through his touch and then he scrunched his nose at something. and then he had a HUGE yawn. but didn't cover his mouth. and i followed him on the train but he went upstairs == so hot.

anyway, history first. i was praying 'dont pick me. dont pick me. dont pick me'. what happened next?
ms riches: GENEVIEVE. can you please read out your answer?
fuck ==
but at least she thought it was okay. lucky charm in action :D

maths test. urgh it was gay. missed out 2 questions. thats like 3 marks gone already. tanya fell asleep during the test :P

science. got a cookie. wasn't sweet enough for me.

commerce. so tired. so pissed off. i died.

train. fuck i hate first carriage. don't care what, but i'm not going there ever again.
bus was gay too. the guy is a shit driver. but then me and christine sat when we got to the villages and kept sliding down :D it was so fun!

walked to towers. bras are expensive ==

pj's are so comfy :)

have i ever mentioned how much i love my friends?

PACK
+ crew & force

the zww. we are MUCH cooler than the sleepover club

my hornsby homies. enough said.

jwei and brandon and just other awesome people.

and my virgin texting buddies; carla & eric. i think we all used up our conversation topics during the holidays.

and how can i forget aidan?

i love you all very very very very times infinity much.

hiya.
so i've been so fucking busy with no time to do anything remotely entertaining. can't remember tuesday. let's just start with yesterday.

OH commerce test first. it wasn't too bad. i was freaking out in the morning.

food tech was second. i remember because when we passed the food tech room during recess to get to history, ms. jaegar said we could start now. so yeah me christine & audrey just started and i finished pretty early. in other words, i was stuck with all the washing ==

and i think there was pe. played ultimate frisbe. me and christine had a crawling race :D

maths last. it was gay.

me & carla were supposed to meet up with eric and brandon at penno bus the train was delayed so it went straight from hornsby to beecroft == so we took a one-stop train back to penno. 'check it out!'

did i mention me and christine stayed up till 12 doing our retarded sonnet essay. and we didn't finish! i was like 'christine -mumble- let's do our conclusion at lunch tomorrow -mumble- night -mumble-'
then i had to wake up at 6am to shower ==

O: JAKE GOT ON MY BUS THIS MORNING! i was like -dies-. and his shirt was tight today so his biceps were straining the sleeve. and then we were discussing ways to 'accidently' take off his shirt.
christine: -pulls shirt off- OH i am so sorry! -puts it back on-
LOL. and we played concentration with really bad names. douglas / dOOglas :D

maths first. just did chapter reviews.

history next. urgh so tired. ms. riches is so gay. which reminds me i have history hw due tomorrow. oh shit.

science. got tests back. first test i ever got full marks on :D i was thinking earlier this morning, that my lucky charm (jake) was a little faulty (LIKE CARLA). but nah he's very lucky 8)
OH and christine wasn't showing me her results so she sat sideways on the chair; with her back leaning on nothing and her side on the chairback. so i pushed the test paper in her face and she FELL OFF THE CHAIR. well her legs were still draped over the chair and it was so funny. omfg i died. and the teacher helped her get up (Y)

lunch. finished our essays. they were so gay.

english last. it was okay. english in the history room is fun! and mr. hatton is very amusing when he starts talking sexual stuff.

just made the train. some year 8's were holding the door and pushing it back (for other people) and then when the train left there was this warning announcement saying if that happened again, they'd take hornsby's train passes for the rest of the year. fuck you.

took bus. audrey & christine tried talking in shakespearian. then me and carla went to the library, circled the place like sad people again. i was about to get a seat but some freaking curry took it and started eating mcdonalds. so me and carla walked around again and when we came back, he was gone. and i was like 'xsdfqaeswsAQDMFAOET you sat there to eat mcdonalds?!'

did some hw and then got picked up. did some more maths at home. watched tv. dinner.
still got to finish some hw. oh shit maths test tomorrow.

TOODLEOS.

oh my fuck.

will someone just shoot me now?

hiya.

pretty shit day today. well i saw him on the bus so that satisfied my morning 8) SO CUTE! and the bus ride was quite fun.

food tech first. just the usual bludge. i love australia :D

elect. history. watched a gay movie ont he odyssey. their accents sounded so horny.

english. went on the computers. it was so fucking boring ==

sport. table tennis is fun :D and cricket was okay. fuck i am so scared of hoogerworf.

caught 14. omfg grave made such a nice cheesecake! lemon & chocolate! me and elaine ate half of it, shoving it into our mouths. it was so yummy. and YES we are going to have a (something) marathon and make a bunch of yummy food :D

lucky michelle got picked up so we were on the bus. but it was pretty empty and we got seats. then i had to walk home. and then i ate toast for dinner, which eric claims to be disgusting == and i had some sticky date pudding w/ ice cream for dessert :D

i might make my food tec thing a little later.

in the meantime, shitloads of work to do; study for commerce, english essay, history questions.

toodleos.

hiya.

yesterday was spent watching saturday disney with carla (even though i have the actualy channel) talking to eric, fixing my stupid retarded ipod, watching more tv and boiling == it was so hot.

and last night, me and carla texted about that night and everything else till midnight, where i was ready to pass out. did i mention we were both starving i freaking asses off?

woke up and ate noodles :D and wow it's pretty early still. and its really hot and i'm eating sushi.

THIS IS SUCH AN UNEVENTFUL DAY.

hiya. i'm back from the dance, i'm shit tired, but i am determined to remember everything tonight, because it was a good night.

pe was awesome. davenport had a contraceptive kit. we opened a condom. it was all lubricated and smelt like chicken. commerce & english were boring. food tech was cool. half the class made pasta while the other half did their assessments. then we went pigging out on their food :)

after school, me and elaine went to jayjay's and bought fake lashes for the dance. met up with carla and amanda at thomas street and walked to eric's place. it felt so far == my feet were dying. finally got there. it was really nice and big with lots of pink walls :D

so we threw out shit in his girl room and went downstairs to watch spirit. carla cried. we did our nails. just bummed. raped on his bed. then his grandparents came home with pizza and i was starving. so while we were eating, we talked about penises; how big they were, the average size, how they peed without seeing each others' dicks (we demonstrated) and the usual dirty stuff we're all so into. ''vj. boooooobies. titttttttttttttties'' :D

then after pizza, we started getting ready. me elaine & carla were struggling to put those stupid fake lashes in. they were massively long so we had to trim them. they took half a freaking hour to glue on == so we were pretty late for the dance. ''ERIC! stop holding my hand!'' so like at 7:10, we finally left eric's place. walked about 100m till eric realised he forgot a card and ran back. he caught up to us at waitara station :) thomas st gate was closed so we walked to the front of the school.

met up with everyone. i saw him and he was like, ''you're genevieve right?'' and then yeah i was like nodding. by the way, sid's sunglasses were so hot. i love them. and then i had a small conversation about how he stands on the bus. it's so girly! and he's like ''it's the only way to stop you from flying across the bus.''

anyway, me and carla followed him around. then we followed aidan around. he had 123 on his left hand :) and then we just danced a little. spent most of our time outside. bought some drinks. NTS: carla, you owe me $1.50.

i dont really remember much of what we did. me carla eric & brandon sat in a square talking and then brandon's like "a cockeroach just went under your leg" to carla and she screamed and jumped away and we were all laughing. and the brandon went "seriously. it's over there." and then me & eric saw it and we all jumped and screamed. and then eric went onto his knee, took brandon's hand and said "brandon. will you marry me?" "FUCK NO" was brandon's immediate answer. so funny.

anyway, we probably went to the bathroom like 10 more times, followed him 10 more times and went into the hall a little. OMFG I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL JENNY. so then me and carla took aidan to a secluded area; the steps in front of 205. just caught up. lucky person, going to greece during easter! and after a while, we went back to everyone else.

then carla started crying so i started crying for the same reason. and then we weren't even in the mood for stalking him. so we just walked around like sad people. danced a bit with eric and brandon. technically, eric calls jumping as high as he can, dancing.

then me and carla walked like hobos around, and then sat with a bunch of friends and aidan. then me and carla started crying again. so jina gave me a black rock. i'm sorry, i lost it. and then aidan pops up between us two, and puts his arms around us. i lay on his lap, and we all looked at the stars :) well i did. it was nice. and he finally said ''i love you both''. then my neck cramped up, i numbed his leg and my arm was on his crotch the whole time so we finally got up.

then aidan was like ''let's go dance'' so we all held hands and went into the hall. 'with you' was playing, and the lyrics felt so meaningful to us 3 somehow. so we were just swinging arms. and then carla was full crying so i hugged her, and then aidan hugged both of us, and then i started crying more, and we were just standing there for a couple of minutes. i could see normos laughing, but it was like, a moment.

and then 'forever' started playing and it was just us three swinging our arms again and then everyone started joining in. it was fun, despite the fact i was still crying. stupid eric didn't get up.

and then everyone was leaving. gave everyone a hug and then walked with eric to thomas st gate. it was retarded == these people wouldn't let you leave even if your car was like, across the road. so mum walked and picked me up. then in the car, i took out my school diary and wrote up the things i definitely wanted to remember and to include in this post.

and now i am so tired and i'm about to faint onto the keyboard.

it was a good night. i'd like to relive it again.

hiya.

awesome day today :D well i didn't see jake. which is a shame. and we were so freaking late. got to penno at 8:30 and got off the bus at 8:45.

I LOVED OUR MATHS CLASS! there was like, 12 people or something. me and raveena sat together and she told me how shit percy jackson was and i don't want to see it now.

elec. history. fucking hell. fuck ms. moldrich. go fuck our shitty articles.
on a brighter note, we drew 69 in amanda's diary :) and in the process of trying to disguise it, it became a tadpole 69 :P

pe. OMFG it was so fun :D only 15 of us here today. so we split into two teams. mine had 8 so davenport went to the others and we played benchball the entire time. won 10-3 but for the winning point, we either doubled our scores and were the obvious winners, but if the others won, it'd be a draw. so it ended 20- 3. it was so fun :D we were so awesome. i'd love our class like this.

maths. joined up with who was left of the crew & force + jwei. it was fun. jenny was so paranoid about ants so she sat on raveena's maths book. and then this flying bug flew right in front of jenny's face, and she screamed and dropped onto her back. it was so funny.

english. so boring. mr hatton went on and on and on about essays == and then foster came in and went on and on and on about the stupid shakespeare representation.

then we ran for the train but the doors closed when we reached the bottom of the stairs. bus wasn't too crowded. but i had to walk home == and halfway there, i realised i didn't have the key. so i waited in my backyard for my sister to come home. so i called elaine and we complained about what to wear.

and then i did yoga and left for towers with mum. spent forever trying to find shit ==
at least i got something.

webcammed with eric and discussed what he was going to wear. i really hope we're not squishing into a car ==

gosh i missed him so much. i'm so glad you remember me.

hiya.

had a pretty fun bus ride, trying to learn science and trying to lie on christine. but at penno, we were so late, so that meant jake's bus would be just after mine. and i was hoping he'd get on, but the freaking bus driver left too quick, so when i exited the station, i saw jake on the 633 window seat, with his ipod in his mouth >< HE'S SO CUTE! omfg. my lucky charm ^^

science. jenny told me basically all the questions :P and i actually found it okay.

i love learning about sexual stuff :)

food tech next. i love those lessons. its a total bludge. and it was pretty fun.

maths. sat with tanya elaine & carla. elaine got moved to the front. then tanya and carla started singing == poor me stuck in between. i like maths lessons. and surds are fun! like, easy. but then rationalising is going to be hard ==

history last. wasnt too too bad i guess.

stupid eric's teacher made his class stay behind to set up desks for the selective test tomorrow. so instead of staying at hornsby, we met up on the '48. and we stole all his gobstoppers :D and then he stayed at penno till his train came.

bus came. fucking year 8's took our awesome emergency-exit-door corner. but they were sitting there so i was praying for the doors to open and hopefully someone fell out. they did open :D (lucky charm) but no one fell. shame. then i looked at mason and his eyes were half-open and totally glazed over and his mouth was half-open. so funny. me carla & christine couldn't stop laughing. then we discussed the dance and just some other funny matters.

us three went to the mall after. looked at some shoes. went to towers. looked at some clothes. then we all had sushi. and then christine left and me and carla looked at some more clothes. then we went to the library and circled it like 3 times == and because i was sad and desperate, i did my maths on the ground. but then we finally found a seat. so i finished maths, and then i left.

and then i went home and put my yogurt mask on. and while i waited for it to ... finish or whatever, i watched jonas :D

and now i have history to do.

hiya.

i think something fun happened last night but i forgot what happened. anywho.

JAKE GOT ON MY BUS AT PENNO! like, me and christine were standing in the emergency exit square, and i was facing the front and she was facing the back. then her mouth drops open into that unique 'O' and nudged me. so i looked out and i like, fainted. and he got on my bus :D but it was so crowded at the front and i could only see the back of his head. but then the normos finally got off, and he was the only one still standing, so i sat, having a perfect view of his back :) and then he got bored i think, and started playing with a leaf on the floor with his foot. and he started crushing it with his heel. i was smiling stupidly in my seat.

elec. history first. had the gay sub. NTS: google a black diamond 8)

formal assembly was gay shit. jwei & nancy sang the school song funny-ly :D

history. so scared of riches. plus i forgot my book. but we spent most of the lesson going through our test, which i didn't go too badly on.

english. it was fun. me audrey & christine pretended to be each other. got our short story too. i did okay. jake's my good luck charm 8)

science. just mucked around.

O: JONAS IS ON.

toodles.

HIYA.

so today was pretty good i guess. carla was away, getting her poor mole removed D:
jake was at the station today :( i hate michelle & jess & carla.

science first. went on the computers. urgh it was shit.

commerce. got my assignment back. did alright so i'm pleased. commerce is so boring == and jwei & anika wouldn't stop singing.

maths. forced christine to sit with me because CARLA DITCHED ME, when her appointment was 3:30pm ! i think my smartness (whatever there was) was transferred into christine halfway during the lesson.

cricket / table tennis is pretty fun. especially table tennis :D me and christine are such an awesome team. she laughed so hard she couldn't get off the ground and it was so funny and then i fell from laughter.

caught 14 and went first to try sell some bandage bear shit to the normos. sold 3 hacky sacks and a clip-on bear. thank you eric, ricky & kenny (?).

bus. piano. tv. omfg i hate school. i hate school. I HATE SCHOOL.

i should shower. BYE.

i spent all day yesterday, looking for my freaking recipe. omfg I HATE FOOD TECH! so that was basically my saturday; wasted.

then me and carla both watched 'just like heaven' and commentated to each other. I LOVE THAT MOVIE! mark ruffalo is so cute >< and then we tried to watch duplex together after, but we were too tired. so i stayed up till midnight watching suite life.

zac efron was in an ep of zack and cody! i saw him and i'm like, 'who is that?' and i saw him and i like, massively gasped. HE KISSED ASHLEY TISDALE! -another massive gasp- i was so devastated.

today, i woke up quite early actually. just before 9.

had to make my first recipe. are frozen raspberries preserved foods? urgh made too much. have to half the recipe. then i fed my dog yogurt :D it got all over her face. i had to wipe it.

i am so bored. this is such an uneventful weekend.

i have to study / do ;

commerce topic test in 2 weeks
working mathematically test in 2 weeks.
science topic test next week.
history source based text in 3 weeks.
history mindmap, due next week.
food tech ass. recipe due tuesday. actual ass. on friday.
elec. history newspaper report.

you've got to be kidding ==

hiya. today was alright. ah but i want jake.

history first. had a sub, so no riches, thank god. watched some stupid documentary with stupid music and stupid stuff.

maths. lucky praba got to do condoms next period. me and carla work so well together :)

science. another experiment. our test tube broke the first time. and then i was playing with a match, and then suddenly, someone blew it out behind me. stupid teacher. scared the shit out of me.

i waited freaking 20 minutes in the canteen line for noodles ==

commerce. did some computer stuff. finished with half an hour to go before school ended. jenny kept showing me sex aps == and then we watched varsity mv and we like died when thomas winked 8D

bought some lollies after school. caught 19. we actually got on the bus pretty early :D me audrey christine carla & byun in the back. i sat next to chipmunk / simon :P christine was going green.

then me and carla went to morning glory 'cause she wanted a phone charm. then we went to get her pink suspenders. and then we walked back to the library. carla got a milkshake and we circled the library like FIVE times before someone finally left the study room! but there were people doing bible studies in the room next to us. keep in mind the room was separated by like a board.

then carla kept cracking up from before, when i said, 'ewan mcgregor looks so old now'. and she's like 'you and mccracker?' and cant stop laughing. yeah it sounds so un-epic.

did hw. finished too fast. so i marked my maths. and then i marked carla's maths. tried to eat that gummy strawberry. it was so chewy it hurt my teeth. and we were both really hungry and wanted maccas. and then i had to leave but i got maccas on the way :D

now i'm kind of bored.

hiya

yes this is for jenny wei. even though i have MUCH better things to do. even though she just cut me. twice in 10 minutes. i'm crying in a corner again jenny!

anyway today was very gay. woke up to a very bad text from carla. she hugged jake in her dream O: JAKE! and then she saw him this morning with his grey hoodie. so jealous. SO UNFAIR! me audrey & christine also discussed horror / scary / thriller movies & stuff. it was fun.

maths. found out we might permanently move to 303! i like 205 D: it's where me and carla can use our young brains and progress with something. in 303, with elaine + tanya = no hope.

history. finished gallipoli. it was gay. but sad in the end.

science. so boring. got essa. did pretty shit. but that's no surprise.

english last. me & sylvia passed notes. just did some gay shit. 'expies' :)

took 19. just me carla & christine. bus was fun :D
then i went to the library with carla. finished maths and tried to explain balancing compounds to carla. then finally home and cookies :D

oh and me and jenny just had a very disturbing talk ==

hiya

today was quite fun i think. bus driver lets us hornsbys and other women get on first so the normos end up standing :D

commerce was killing me. i was so freaking tired omfg.

food tech next. we made some vegetable pot stickers? we folded them pretty nice :) and my hair didn't smell of oil. they tasted a bit peppery though. dumplings, not my hair.

pe next. YES davenport was away. had a random sub. first we played benchball. owned the other team 3-0 'cause we're so awesome. then we played volleyball and owned another team. then we did this fitness shit. the pedal bike gave me a bruise. then we won another volleyball thing.

lunch. christine gave me a plate of noodles and i spilt the whole lot :(

maths last. just the usual with carla.

me carla & christine walked to station talking about porn. it was funny. then me and christine went before guard's and manslut, sunny and cr/nike guy was there. and i THOUGHT i saw jake. but it was only the legs. the actual guy -shudder-

bus was fun! me christine & carla stood at the emergency exit door thing. didn't open this time. it was fun. christine accidently fell and kissed the door. and then we tried not holding or leaning on anything. shouldn't do that again.

huh. i should start maths.

took early bus today, to buy shit for audrey. JAKE DIDN'T FREAKING COME! OMFG i was so devasted! D:

carla got hsm stuck in our heads at penno ==
took 7:55. saw elaine bought that lonsdale bag EVERYONE is getting! D<
met eric at hornsby. talked until we got to the barrier. have fun at camp you stoner.

food tech first. computers. it was pretty fun.

elective history. omfg fuck. like, i sit next to the teachers desk, and some shit booklets was on my table so i pushed it over like, what? 10 cm? and then fucking riches comes in and starts screaming at me. 'WHY DID YOU MOVE MY CAREFULLY ARRANGED SHEETS? YOU NEVER TOUCH A TEACHER'S STUFF! DON'T SIT HERE! MOVE! NOW!'

and i was like omfg FUCK YOU you mother fucking stupid horrbile miserable son of a bitch. go fuck a cow.

anyway, english next. wrote my reflection. gosh i love mr hatton right now. he is so easy, and totally lets you off.

lunch was awesome. crewforcepack went to the oval and we all joined up. except carla was being gay and said she couldn't bar her group so she separated the crew from everyone. so no food for them. sang happy birthday reeeeaaallly loud. then we pigged out on everything. thank god michelle & seowoo bought audrey that massive bag of food. we finished everything :D it was so fun. we should do that for the next person's birthday.

sport. omfg no more tennis with fucking hooger shit. got table tennis & cricket. it was so fun :D

14'd. first carriage with carla and eric. i swear, eric chen, we're NOT going first carriage again! bus. me and carla were stuck at the very very very back == next to manslut :P christine was like O:

piano. tv. quoted some more jonas with carla. 'my stomach's hungry for LOVE!'
did my hw. omfg lots of maths to do tomorrow ==

BYE!

i still need to show carla that really really cute guy from lookbook!

dayum i have so much work to do == science is so hard. i hate sonnets. fuck history. oh shit, maths.

i'm going to go find a bazillion photos of hot guys :D

i hate year 9. i hate it. our homework load is getting ridiculous, we're getting fucking useless laptops, my two friends aren't here anymore, i feel so insecure about everything suddenly, i almost lost someone today, the stress is piling on, and oh lets not mention how the weather is making me sick constantly.

i would do anything to rewind and just go back to year 8, where i loved my lessons and classes and everything was easy and relaxed.

i hate change. i know it's inevitable and i can't fucking do anything, which is why i hate it even more. i'm so terrified of the future. i'm terrified i won't do good in my exams and end up with a dead end life. i'm scared that i'll lose touch with all my friends after we graduate. the concept of leaving school and entering the real world sounds like a sentence to me.

the thought of death just makes me cry. i still will never understand why we were put on this earth, if we were going to be taken out of it later on.

i can't even remember how many times i've probably said all this. and the feeling stays the same.

to sum it up: life is currently down the shithole.

today was a gay day.

but pe is always fun :D health i mean. argued about sex before or after marriage, and just had our usual horny talk; me christine audrey tanya sylvia & jina. i love it :D

fuck commerce.

fuck english. my freaking story is like 5 pages! and the editting looks so shit ugly.

food tech. wheee it's always fun. made dampers. i made a sweet one and carla made a savoury. they both tasted pretty good.

then it was pouring and stupid audrey made us go the pacific highway way to the station. i was so wet. but i made it for the train. met up with eric. he wouldn't eat my stupid damper so i gave one to ricky. then me carla & eric went up and had our usual conversation. ricky wanted another damper == and he and brandon kept hovering. carla should've given him a damper (inside joke)

got off at penno. those 3 stupid guys got off too for some reason. talked a little more with eric and then left. won't see him for another week :(

bus was gay. so tired standing. then i had to buy food and walk home in the rain ==
and there was no good tv! so now i'm quite bored on the computer.

omfg i want a stussy bag. but all the seniors have taken basically EVERY design D: except for carla's pretty leather one. i'm going to go look for another design.

i love going on the chanel site. it's so gorgeous and classic and :D
i vow to get a good career and live in new york so i can go spend it all!

finally finished my commerce and most of maths. looking around lookbook and finding pretty pictures of shoes.

i just finished reading some stuff on lookbook about perfume and i'm suddenly on a fragrance frenzy. i really want:

amor amor by cacharel
nina ricci
narciso rodriguez

eh i'm on a blank now. i'm going to go and smell all the perfume i own :D

toodleeeoooooos.